Spoiling your girl doesn’t mean you need to constantly spend hundreds of dollars on her. It doesn’t mean you need to buy her the top of the line technology or clothes or concert tickets. It doesn’t mean you have to pay for fancy vacations for the two of you. Spoiling your girl can be as easy as picking flowers for her while you take a walk or leaving her a note about how much you adore her. It can be waking up a little early to make her breakfast in bed or rubbing her feet after she’s been at work all day. It can be spending a day watching her favorite movies or letting her pick all the songs during a car ride. Spoiling your girl doesn’t have to be with money but with love
This past few nights had been really great. Us, sleeping together, our arms were wrapped around each otherโs body, it felt like an early stage of relationship wherein we are still in a honeymoon stage. It felt like there is no other people on earth, it was just us. So peaceful, so quiet. A night full of kisses, making love like there is no tomorrow. It felt like there is no problem i cannot conquer because i have you, i had you. But itโs not real, wasnโt it? Because as I open my eyes in the morning, looking at the most beautiful person I have ever saw, I know that deep inside you are not mine anymore. Because as I wave my hands goodbye when you drove off the house, I know that I had to wait hours and hours until I can talk to you again, until I hear your voice again, until I can feel your arms around me again. If i can just stop the time at night when we are together, cuddling, i would. Because with you i feel safe. With you i am home. You are my home. You were my home. Someone told me that if you love someone you should let them go and set them free. To be honest, i donโt want to do that, i donโt want to give up, i want to still try and do the very best that i can so maybe you will realize that our relationship still deserves another chance. But itโs just me, right? So maybe I just really need to start to accept that maybe we are meant to fall in love but not meant to be together. But You will always be my favorite hello and my hardest goodbye.
